paiyne's Xanga

Monday, June 21, 2004

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 05:17:25 GMT

HEY EVRY1

I HAVE A NEW ACCOUNT AND IM GONNA DELETE THIS ONE IN A FEW DAYS K? MY NEW SITE IS http://www.xanga.com/horohoro11/

THANX

Monday, June 21, 2004

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 04:16:18 GMT

hey, awesome tip! nail polish remover, every brand probably, and rubbing alchohol, are two (of the only ones i know) ways to get permanent marker off of just about anything! including skin and clothing. but you know, i dont test ir or anything, so it might just get it off of somethings, but it works for most things. (it doesnt really work well on nails unless its a really strong, fast working type of nail polish rem.. ne1 like shaman king? i love it!

Sunday, June 13, 2004

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 00:27:18 GMT

I finnally managed to draw one of my 3 music heroes! GO ME!!!!

i went to see van helsing with Tonya, im glad we didnt' sit in the front row cause tonya would have jumped alot higher when the baby vampire hatched out of the egg sack thingy. Tonya said if her mom was their she would be crying at the end. The theatre wqas nearly empty though.

We went to see harry potter III. it was good but i wont give anything away. i wish it was closer to the book though. they changed and left out alot of details, which i won't say, but still. I cant wait till the 4th and 5th come out and i cant wauit till the 6th and 7th books are finished! soo much fun.

Meanwhile im writing my own book on a macintosh lab top that doesn't have an easy internet hook up, extra hard drive and bad memory. not to mention th worst thing to live without when your writing a book, or doing anthing worthwhile on a photoshop program...... a printer hook up thingy. i have a printer just a hard time of hooking it up without it driving me nuts and going beserko!

I've been hooked on linkin park. thats all i listen to when im on the internet. (i dont have very many descent CD's) well one, but ya no....... i think im driving myself nuts about it.i think im drivin dusty nuts about it too but im happy about that.

Sunday, June 13, 2004

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 00:17:46 GMT

OMG,

i love this new back ground it is like sooooo totally me! if only chezzxy and kenshin could get a picture tyogether it would be perfect!thats what im gonna do! draw a pic of chezzy and kenshin together. a mix of anime with real life! i need to post some pics up on this site!

Ilove my mind!

Payne

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 14:27:57 GMT

found poems

WHER IS THE LOVE?

Ai wa doko ni?

Soko ni aru hazu no

Kodoku sae okasareru

Mou nanimokamo shinjirarenai kowareteyuku kioko setsunaihodo

Yurusarenai, kono shukumei

Wasureteshimaitai

Ai wa doko ni

Where is love?

It should be here

Only loneliness intrudes on me

My shattered memory which no longer believes in anything at all is too painful

I can't forgive this fate

I want to be embraced by gentleness

I want to forget it all

Where is the love?

I CAN"T FORGIVE THIS FATE

Yasashisa ni dakaretetai

Soko Kurushiihodo

Hitomi no oku ni aru

Zaiakukan ga kokoro

Kanashimi ni yureru shadow

Leave the world

Soshite tokihanatte

I can't forgive this fate

It's too painful

It's deep in your eyes

Feelings of guilt

Shadow shaking in sadness

Leave the world

And then let it go

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 15:07:49 GMT

MY brother is here! yay!. he's stayin for the week till he has to go to Iraq (hes in the marines) yeah, so thats cool. he's gonna miss X-mas and stuff.oh well. next year.

Friday, May 14, 2004

Fri, 14 May 2004 21:07:42 GMT

omg

today at school it was sooooo wierd!!!!!!! well, wat was wierd about it i wouldnt know. but, ya know, that was the weird part i guess. other than that my lifes pretty boring

payne

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Sat, 08 May 2004 20:27:34 GMT

i didnt make it to treack finals. oh well. always nbext year right? i just have to wait a whole year, become fat and outa shape, and start over again, right?

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Sat, 08 May 2004 20:12:48 GMT

hey evry1!!!!!! my friend BB is here and she wants ta say HI: sup ppl?

thats her. whateva

Friday, May 07, 2004

Fri, 07 May 2004 00:27:11 GMT

OMG

today, and yesterday, thats all, i went snooping around for my dads electric guitar. Found it, of course! i also found the amp that still works somewhat (my brothers blew the speakers out) *grr* the sopund is fuzzy, but i can fix that seeing that it still has to be totally cleaned up. its nasty! ok, so, i was cleaning it out about 15 min ago. ok, you know those little mud clogs that get stuck on all the stuff you store for ever in you shed? yeah, those were caked in the corners of the inside of the amp. Little did i know that the little worms that made thoughs my dad told me about were REALLY REALLY NASTY! *shivers* i thought i was afraid of beetles. that was just plain gross! ok, other than that today was good. i got to play my guitar for a short amount og time till i thought the amp would explode it was soo dirty and fuzzy. To describe this day would be like seeing a person who has never even seen a shower, let alone water, soap, or a loafa sponge, for 8 straight years. it was that bad. SEE I TOLD YOU I WOULDNT TALK ABOUT FOOD!